Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making
breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason
is really getting to your heart. You’re just standing there thinking
about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning.
And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but “Mom’s” probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either.
There used to be the comfort of a number in your phone and ears that listened everyday and arms that were never for anyone else. But just to calm you down when you started feeling trapped in a five-minute period where nostalgia is too much and thoughts of this person you are feel foreign. When you realize that you’ll never be this young again but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much of a stranger to you now.
The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breath in and out.
You’re going to be fine in about five minutes.
And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting. And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but “Mom’s” probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either.
There used to be the comfort of a number in your phone and ears that listened everyday and arms that were never for anyone else. But just to calm you down when you started feeling trapped in a five-minute period where nostalgia is too much and thoughts of this person you are feel foreign. When you realize that you’ll never be this young again but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much of a stranger to you now.
The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breath in and out.
You’re going to be fine in about five minutes.
Lovelies! I cannot believe it has been almost a year since I last went on my blog. I hope you are all keeping well and enjoying the start of the new year so far ♥
My life has just been an absolute roller coaster ride. Sometimes I'm in absolute awe at the top screaming my lungs out in amazement and happiness, other times I'm tearing up with fright from the tips and turns, holding my breath afraid of what will happen next once I reach the bottom of this free fall. Yet at the end of the day everything will be okay.
But I am back and ready to blog'n roll.
The New Year brought me a new career along with rekindled love, friendship and of course new year's resolutions. This year I plan to:
♥ Save money - which doesn't necessarily mean to spend less, but to definitely spend smarter and control
my shopping habits better
♥ Eat healthier - no more late night snacking
♥ Take sewing classes at Spool of Thread
♥ Walk home from work at least 3 days every week
♥ Read - I have had so little time for myself to indulge in books lately but I will push myself to make time
The New Year brought me a new career along with rekindled love, friendship and of course new year's resolutions. This year I plan to:
♥ Save money - which doesn't necessarily mean to spend less, but to definitely spend smarter and control
my shopping habits better
♥ Eat healthier - no more late night snacking
♥ Take sewing classes at Spool of Thread
♥ Walk home from work at least 3 days every week
♥ Read - I have had so little time for myself to indulge in books lately but I will push myself to make time
Speaking of shopping, my wardrobe has become a lot smaller since I started blogging. I've been evaluating, donating, and investing in basic, beautiful, and (most importantly) wearable pieces. There have also been a number of gorgeous additions that I can't wait to review and share with you along with some new skincare and makeup items that I have been loving.
Stay tuned ♥
xo
Lori
Stay tuned ♥
xo
Lori
